Ok, so now I’m sitting here, watching the clock might change again.
I’m so blessed that this 31 July 2015 i turn into 28 years old and having my baby around. Alhamdulillah. He is growing so fast (yes, so fast!) that i almost forget how tiny he is when he was born.
Dede sudah mulai merayap ke lantai. Meninggalkan kasur dan mendorong segala benda. Saya bahkan takjub waktu ember berpindah dari lantai ke atas kasur. (Kasurnya memang kami gelar di bawah tapi tetap saja merasa hebat dia bisa mendorongnya sambil merayap ke sana :D).
I guess resigned from my work as a university librarian was a huge decision and a start of one thing: another stand on my own feet position. (Of course i’m with my husband but i mean this is another challenging effort of mine to be better day-after-day being at home and start something new like running an online shop).
Even after not working, i don’t know why but i feel so closed to my previous dream to go abroad. A dream that i used to forget. I don’t know why it appears again even when i resigned and (perhaps) have no monthly salary.
Good sign, perhaps? Aamiin.
Swedia, Japan, London, New Zealand swirling around in my head and twisting me into something i don’t understand. Suddenly i want to raise that dream again.
I don’t know how i could gain the tickets for the family to get there. But one thing for sure is i hope to see the snow with my little family and sure it will be come true. Aamiin.
Wishing you a great weekend!
Sincerely, the birthday mom of 31th July.
~ Ciputat, 01 Agustus 2015. 00.14.
After breastfeeding and raining outside.